I'm Grown

Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown I was working minimum Now I'm out here pimping em God bless me well So why I stay testing him I play with my life As much as you play with ya self I act like I'm solo And ain't got nobody else Lord help me I've fought so many demons Losing sight of what's right I'm having trouble seeing All this time I've put in Who is it that I'm being? Can't recognize myself From the one I did believe in But I'm grown now I got responsibilities Gotta pay your bills And pay for your necessities When you go to sleep Dream away they say Cuz it's only a dream And when you wake do it all again Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown I'm down and out I must admit I can't do shit Find myself living day by day Don't wanna try just wanna quit What's money anyways If you ain't happy in the end What's happiness If you lost all your friends Just to get the top And feel like you hot And rock all the shit that you never got All in a routine Ain't nothing that changes Everywhere you go See the same faces You don't even face challenge You lost all of your passion You go see your momma And she asks you what happened To that little kid Who grew up so big Set an example for the youngins And told em what it is How they gon try to break you down Make you feel like this is normal And lose that kid inside But please never let him die my son Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown Kids I was kid Now I'm a man and I'm grown I swear all I wanted was to just grow up Now I'm like damn bro this shit sucks Wow Get on my knees and I pray Asking the lord for better days Felt invincible till they shot me down Now I wonder what to do now Now I wonder what to do now Now I wonder what to do now Now I wonder what to do now Could lay my ass on the ground or I can show them what I'm bout