NOTHING NICE/TMRRW (blue)

It's nothing nice coming out of your mouth Cold as ice, please get this shit out With you it's a roll of a dice, putting back all of my doubts Keeping me grounded, and controlling all my routes I don't like this feeling Please give me time, I'm still healing I don't wanna be here I just wanna leave Cause I hate when I see tears In your eyes, and roll down your cheek Cause I don't know if you're for real, or if this is another spell Lately I've been doing so well Then you come back into my life, and what if you bring back that hell? My depression Then I'm back to my cell Cause I haven't learned my lesson Been by myself And think I just want you to mean those 3 words You're an angel who fell And your past, is fucking absurd But I put up with it, this is all just for you Now all I feel is the colour blue Man what the fuck do I do? God, God, God Please I know I don't pray, but please give me a fucking clue Please give me a fucking clue Before my only option is to resort to my noose I don't wanna lose I don't wanna go back Don't say it, don't say it I don't wanna know that I hate it, I hate it It's nothing nice coming out of your mouth Cold as ice, please get this shit out With you it's a roll of a dice, putting back all of my doubts Keeping me grounded, and controlling all my routes I don't like this feeling Please give me time, I'm still healing It's nothing nice Nothing nice Coming out of your mouth It's nothing nice It's nothing nice Coming out of your mouth Yeah And now I'm lost Drowning in my own thoughts Got doubts, and roadblocks In my head But I don't want them there, I want them to be... Dead I hate all these Insecurities But when I was with you I had a sense of security I love your purity I just found peace and joy And happiness within you, but uh... As of recently You've been so distant And your hugs, I miss them And now you're gone and I'm lost at sea I want to grow and be free Peer over the trees As I'm finally at peace Will I be here tomorrow? Who knows But, will you be filled with sorrow When I go? That's the real answer I want to know So tell me now, before I go Cause I feel trapped under this snow I'm not asking for help, cause I don't wanna trap you below So I'll just move on Then make a sad song Like I always do But at this point, I don't want to AND IF I'M GONE TOMORROW WILL THIS ROOM BE FILLED WITH SORROW? WHAT EMOTIONS WILL YOU BORROW? AM I JUST A VOID, THAT'S HOLLOW? PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO NOW PLEASE DON'T LET ME FALL DOWN DOWN, DOWN, DOWN DON'T LET ME FALL DOWN DON'T LET ME GO DON'T LET ME GO