Dazed and Confused

Once upon a time Learned that I could rhyme It's my time to fly Shooting towards the sky All I got is music so I will go and use it to calm my anger, but it will always linger So don't get close, like a ghost, I will haunt you most, be your twisted new host I've never been a burden But now I feel certain Can't catch me lurking, I've been learning Everyone deserting me I am the one you'll see, you'll be watching oh on repeat One day I will take the throne I seek Best not to speak, bitch I'm always on fleek Everyone around oh they all seem the same As I try to catch my breath they claim that I am insane I'm short on breath from the words I spit I lost my mind but I still won't quit I search for a spark but my flame's still lit I'll always stand cause I can't just sit For everyone that can't believe that I'm still here I wrote this song for you You should believe that I won't leave after all look what I have been through I guess it's true life can be blue I'll give a clue of what you could do Gotta be forgiving everybody you've been living with, there's not a better feeling RAH HAH As I lay awake, I waste away I try to be a better person But I ain't learning it's so concerning Now I am stressing on this lesson Got no clue but I'm guessing I'll assess every mess that I've made Wish I could take it all away Now I'm stuck here, soaking in tears in front of mirrors I've got nothing, life's been sucking, what am I becoming? Did you think that I am weak? I maybe a freak but haven't even peaked I'm just getting better so go write me a letter If you really think that you can out speak I'm in go mode, God mode, got cheat codes that make you play like in slow-mo Bitch you're too easy Oh so sleazy You're cheesy I'm beastly You better speak highly of me You can't critique, got no mystique Just like asleep, while you keep trying to defeat me One day you'll see That I'm everything that you can't be As fast as sonic, iconic, ironic, truly psychotic Come on little slowpokes I am getting bored Put my pedal to the metal this is getting floored So open your ears and repair those lungs You can try to keep up, best prepare your tongues For everyone that can't believe that I'm still here I wrote this song for you You should believe that I won't leave after all look what I have been through I guess it's true life can be blue I'll give a clue of what you could do Gotta be forgiving everybody you've been living with, there's not a better feeling RAH HAH As I lay awake, I waste away I try to be a better person But I ain't learning it's so concerning Now I am stressing on this lesson Got no clue but I'm guessing I'll assess every mess that I've made Wish I could take it all away Now I'm stuck here, soaking in tears in front of mirrors I've got nothing, life's been sucking, what am I becoming?