Metamorphosis

One day you wake up being an enormous bug You realize that you will never turn back Perhaps you will at panic cry (what's happening to me?) Three pairs of legs and shell back now is your life Fear of imminence can predict your response You're wallowing in bed trying to get up Your former shape betrayed you, now you are naught Does anyone could create in their head this thought? OH Now It's time to leave this stench and kill this hunch till you still can breathe and Eating waste you drag out your worthless existence Your wounds will never heal, your wounds will keep bleeding You were the one of them who held everything Enclosed within four walls You used to lie for hours and nights You did not want to harm people Sense of liberation left you behind Everyone you loved - turned away from you You have been trapped and you don't know by whom You'll fall asleep the way you did before One day you'll realize that you don't need to pore Anymore Embracing the void of your days Burden to all and forgotten by all This is the price of existence, you know Eyes filled with longing and horrifying woe Abomination decaying alive Resign oneself to the flow of circumstances Your desperation caused by desire To get attempt to survive between all of this mess