White Void/Who I Am

Floating in this white ass room I don't what I'm to do I'm just sitting and begging and waiting for a sign I'm through into the world Well aware that I fucked up Now I'm sitting in my thoughts Thinking how to make it up I hear some talking in the air Then a mumble and a prayer Look up and I see them their Seems like He-man and a fairy Speaking lightly and unwary Then I see them sake their hands Maybe then I got a chance Then I teleport into a random world Where the fuck am I going I just look around the tunnel Now I'm falling right through it Is this heaven Or am I going to space I feel like Whis is by my side and on our way to King Kai's And then I see it Little kiddo being born Who the fuck is that I ask and then I see it even more Is this me What the fuck I once was cute Feel my body rush en route Another image comes right through It's on mute There's no audio or color I'm not really that much older but my parents look quite bolder They be fighting Father trying Mother lying I be crying Why the fuck you show me this Once again I go on flying Then I paused Stuck in utter awe Remember this a voice so said Yeah of course cause this shit hit It be my sister in the hospital One's just sleeping in the bed The other's resting in a crib and then it hit me for a bit Realized what this was about (Hey) Why you bring me to these thoughts that I fought and I got around (Hey Cesar) Feel my tears run down my face I don't wanna dream this now (Yo) Now I'm floating in this tunnel not knowing my whereabouts (Ya listening) I just need some fucking room Get the fuck outta my face (Cesar) I am doing just fine I just feel like a disgrace (Cesar) I am feeling alright I just feel like I'm misplaced(Cesar) I'll make sure to write a couple letters and apologize just in case (Cesar) And then I hear him Gotta listen up buddy I've been tryna call your name for a tissue You got me running I've been tryna send a message to all the one's that above me Got some front page headline news And your the star in black and blue I'm proud to say your going home Got one last shot to prove it all By loving and caring the very people who made who you are See these pictures on the walls The moments that you felt the fall Your brain started a fucking brawl You pushed and fought the darkest thoughts And made it You fucking made it Can't just let it go like that No can't let it go like that Boy you made it Yeah you made it I'm gonna bring you back a couple days Tell me son what do you say Woke up in the morning Thinking about a lil boo Hold up Didn't I just say that shit a couple songs ago Woke up like a brand new man Did I really time travel like damn I be flying like I'm Marty Fuck the party I'm not sorry Gotta study my craft and perfection it with all my drafts You can go get trashed Then go raise a glass For when my song gets pulled on blast At that point I say at last Found a way to show myself Found a way to show them who I am Who I am yeah Who I am yeah Show the world off who I am I can show them who I am I can show them what the fuck I feel with all my thoughts Where I rot All my spots with all my dots And take a shot to tie the know Woooo