Dissociative

Do I exist? Am I even real? I can surely express but do I even feel?  The occasional existential crisis Almost like a hobby Probably too deep into it so I lost the innocence of me Myself on the other end Hanging by a thread And I just pretend it's just not a threat It's just me Grab me by the neck Frozen by the legs Lose control of breath Forgettin' what I said I'm anxiety Yeah just quit eyin' me I'm on a verge of chaos Ravage society, yes in a verity of ways Gon' need psychiatry aye Kill your mentality entirely Now put that shit on replay Yeah, grab that mind, put inside an insight, perspective that life is subjective, alright Dissociative, depressive, charismatic, expressive, yet All these are alike All these minds are mine Everything you see Do you believe it? Yeah Do you believe in it? Woah Everyone you meet Do you believe 'em? Oh Do you believe them? Woah I do exist but within I reside in where the other side begins Consistent existence essence especially when you're depressed, I'm interested when you vent They keep me locked down in the basement Away from the light but when time's right it's me they send Into the spotlight to slaughter those that threaten Forgettin' those befriended with a machete you'll be beheaded Ahead in time A friend of mine Instead of life He chose mine Intertwine and enshrine A mastermind between the ears, right behind the eyes I'm not cautious, but I got two consciouses so when I die hypotheses go thoughtless Mind no pusillanimity, split personality, pseudonymity, it's Admisity Woah Everything you see Do you believe it? Yeah Do you believe in it? Woah Everyone you meet Do you believe 'em? Oh Do you believe them? Why?