On My Own

I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been on my own man nobody helped out Mama said I'm heaven sent but feeling like I'm hell bound Always been reactive get ready for the meltdown I ain't talking phones when I'm thinking about my cell now I been so alone like nobody like me I been doing dirt check the stains on my white tee I been in the valley but my head is where the kites be Stress could turn me to a cop killer like I'm Ice-T Feel myself going crazy deep inside my brain Repeat the beat til I give myself a migraine Hit a patch of ice I see my life is sliding sideways There's days where I wanna drive off the highway I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been all alone with these thoughts inside of my head Think I'm going crazy someone grab the psych meds Mind is feeling hazy no clue what I might pen Do it solo dolo til the day that my life ends I been on my own no help no hand outs I'm a keep fighting though it's hard not to stand down Write until my hand cramp rap until I pass out Hopped up in the pan I'm just waiting on the flash now Read between the lines of everything I've written Everything I spit was begging ya'll to listen To try to put yourselves into my position Rap to fill a void when inside something's missin I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me I been on my own man I do it by my lonely Do it by myself no help from my homies Pray everyday that someone would help me God never answers he don't know what to tell me