Wish

If i ever said i love you Know that i take it back Fuck with that bitch she crazy Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Steady thinking about my position What the fuck was lost in transition I got emotional and fucked it up But when she did that it was never enough I got the blame and excuses Different types of reasons she would choose it Pumping my head full of lies Pumping my head for the rise She was the reason i wanted to die The reason i wanted to die The reason i wanted to die Not even sure if im still alive If i ever said i love you Know that i take it back Fuck with that bitch she crazy Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Ay Why do i constantly think of the same bitch who done fucked me over Ay High and im writing but i am surviving this shit isnt sober Ay Whats with the silence im down with the violence you pussies is posers Ay Hate me she love me she could never trust me yet cries on my shoulder Ay Promises made that she didnt keep oh how could she do this Ay Stuck in my brain still feeling the pain so i made it my music Ay Im on a vibe im getting too high like fuck it i do this Ay Think that im winning and living the dream but fuck it feels lucid If i ever said i love you Know that i take it back Fuck with that bitch she crazy Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Outside with a bag of my emotions You see what i want in this moment I feel like you got me frozen Damn girl i been off your potion Ay i been off your potion What a curse but at least its broken Now i know what i want and its certain Just another moment when the shit stops hurting I been in my head for the past few days Its a real bad place Man i need an escape And it aint so bad when i see that face No wait too late Already said shit that i cant take back Your words are heavy but they dont mean jack And you push me down when ive fallen flat And i wouldve stayed put if you kept at that Ay I wish you cared for what i feel I wish you cared about me still I dont like how far weve grown Wish it could change but nothing will Ay But nothing will I liked the moments we had Chilled on the bed whilst i stroked through your hair Life isnt fair Why did i suffer if you isnt here Why did i suffer if you isnt here Fuck was i meant do What was the point to prove I got it all worked out like the rent is due I gotta figure this shit out No time out Gotta be a big man for the kids now Past the pain Yes thenameisxain I got a past full of shit that i dont wanna explain Just know If i ever said i love you Know that i take it back Fuck with that bitch she crazy Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back If i ever said i love you Know that i take it back Fuck with that bitch she crazy Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back Wish i could have her back