Apply Pressure

Struggle is the shaping and molding of character Pain that's growth being dispersed as hurt Disparity is the yearning and search for more than what's given Failure is the building blocks and know how to attain achievement Losing is the feeling felt that fuels the determination of a winner that's overdue Product of my environment one of them streets retired men Ca tell by my designing it's all truth no lying Every day is tryin to make da next better Neck straight chin up eyes wide open More action then hoping scoping ways to excel escaping this hell we living Tryna evade jail & prison With the stigma of of a black males existence Resistant against what a prevent me to have a pot to piss in Resilient against anything adverse Ca add pain add worse But still maintain 10 toes Down in da dirt Stand my ground refuse to budge From da mud I grew Only loved by few Secretly hated by many Many men done wished death on me lord But here I are Healed those scars No fear keep going Keep growing & leveling Mix da candy and medicine To give people like me real motivation It's now or never Never settle apply pressure They ain't been thru what you been thru All yo losses lessons You still breathing Keep believing Never give up You betta not stay down You betta get up When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight Soon as I decide to put me first They say I'm da worst friend Worst Kin But none remember when I was there When drugs cops & shots flared You ca have my grind My time My shine My dime My mind My loyalty I take this BoyaltyXX to heart Honor amongst men Put it all on the line without a 2nd thought Fought back for control of my soul and my destiny Vow to give the best of me for my legacy For my 5 & my wife I cried when moms died My Neph Doo Lil Chris too Wish My Uncle KK told me what he was going thru Ran thru all my bread to keep my Chirin fed & a roof over dey head I'll lye dead before I ain't provider I'm a survivor half you rap Niggaz a fold over what I encountered You can't buy this real over the counter It's now or never Never settle apply pressure They ain't been thru what you been thru All yo losses lessons You still breathing Keep believing Never give up You betta not stay down You betta get up When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight I defied da odds Looked my demise in da eyes & said I rise above all Won't be defined by a loss or what they all consider winning A few minor falls cant define my ending Actually the beginning Never ending story on my Atrau One with Jesús God son All or nothing & I refuse Wide awoke Vision like kaleidoscope Get to da pay many ways Nights turn days in da pursuit of greatness When I see shit I create distance I define resistance against any system Designed as a hindrance against my ascension Nothing personal I just love me more One big heave ho Yoke life by throat Achieve my potential at all cost Long as my soul & integrity ain't lost I fulfill my purpose I know my worth is Generational curses don't work here It's now or never Never settle apply pressure They ain't been thru what you been thru All yo losses lessons You still breathing Keep believing Never give up You betta not stay down You betta get up When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight When it's dark When it's dark Search for light Search for light Got da heart Got da heart Betta fight Betta fight Now the search clear I'm already here Let's win