Loved By You

I've had love come collecting Service dropped My bars were unaffected But soul never resetted My tolerance for the pain Is a lemonade mixed with vodka Used to not drink alone But now substitute for a doctor My only option When silence Echoes thunder In your apartment I must be target Aiming at myself On the darkest nights My chest is tight Looking down the barrel Of holy heights My fight or flight Is riding on the wings Of a fucking kite How can I defend myself When looking for right one Open heart surgery Infected from day ones My patience running Half marathons daily Lately summing up The reasons they date me This ain't me Pity party for the lost souls My bedroom smells Like the remnants of old goals What I know One cant fill up this deep hole Like fools gold Pyrite searching in loose hoes All I want is to be loved by you All I need is you to some me love Show me love Show me love All I want is to be loved by you All I need is you to some me love Show me love Show me love Cupid came a searching And found a worthy successor Giving love like a printer I've never found it in dinner My fingers are full of splinters Cuz too turtle to win her I've turned into heavy drinker While swiping daily on tinder My inner me craves affection The enemy misdirection Temptation is like infection Perception says that I'm fine But blood drained from my body And poured into lower section This based off of first impression I'm thinking that this a sign How come I fall deeper When I know its the wrong one If it makes a good story Why I'm still riding shotgun Chasing love like I'm Pepe Le Pew This shit stinks But they love it they love it like they smelling perfume Might be Jewish I be capping, never showing my do It push through But I'm used to just hiding my mood My own views Get distorted I subject it to rude But in truth All I really want to be is with you All I want is to be loved by you All I need is you to some me love Show me love Show me love All I want is to be loved by you All I need is you to some me love Show me love Show me love If you really want me you gon have to show proof If you pulling up on me you gon need to come true You been telling me you love me but what's that really mean I don't need the fancy words, I just need you here with me