Eyesoulated

I'm rockin shades cause you can see the pain in my eyes I isolate cause by myself is when I feel aligned I ain’t been alright I hope somebody notice Afraid to ask for help, when I’ve been at my lowest The closest to me folded So, I don’t trust too many Cause at any moment, they’ll turn on you quickly Those nights when I was homeless made me more ruthless It was me, my bro, and of course the music Ain't nobody know, I was bout to lose it I was out my mind, I was going through it I’ve been calling out, it ain't going through Same thing, different day, this ain't nothing new I put it in these songs I’m tryna right my wrongs If you hear this right now, please pick up the phone At times I feel alone And, I don’t know what to do I’ve been tryna call a few So much been hurting me Currently, I'm on a workin spree Wiping tears, facing fears, where my burdens be I'm furthering, tryna find a way to this currency Urgently, writing down this pain, tryna work some things The pain in my stomach ain't from hunger I've been down bad so long, it's time to come up I manifested these blessings, I feel it coming Late nights, early mornings, beat the sun up Man I wonder, I've been going through some changes All these pages filled with anger Minimize the rages I envisioned something different from these situations Cold heart, hot head, too many ultimatums I've been meditating I've been contemplating I've been keeping to myself I've been isolating Love ain't meant for me, I think it’s time I face it I’m breaking mentally, I swear I feel unstable I’m in a matrix, can’t escape it I need help, will somebody come and save me? A day away from padded rooms and medication Puffy eyes, heartaches, and irritation I feel eyesoulated