Lifetime Slow Dance

Why she had to treat me like that I was just seven years old I didn't know how I act Now it's imprinted in my brain that "I'm bad" That "I'm wrong", that "I don't belong anywhere" I didn't want to go to school But I couldn't tell my parents why I thought that the fault was in me So I went to woods to sat under a tree Every recess, so I wouldn't do anything wrong Left out, from groups 'Cause I "wasn't cool" But when they saw who She really were Then they left her But I Was there to be her friend Though she was the one making my life hell Boy from another town I'm glad I got to introduce the school to you And that you've been my friend ever since And stood with me, through everything, that has happened so far Words can't express how much love I have for you in my heart Girl from the disco Didn't know much 'bout her But that she wanted to dance But no one wouldn't, so I did Then I knew everything, about her, for few years But now I'm not sure Do I know her anymore Shy guy from high school He didn't talk so much He asked for a pencil, on an English class Who would've thought That we have So much in common So much to share And who would've thought That he has the most beautiful heart And then there was her And then she went I have wrote too many songs about her So I won't even bother And then came the other And then she went too And I won't even start, 'cause I don't know, where to begin Now high school is over And I'm feeling burned out I went to a vocational school Feel like I shouldn't had I was tired, I was lonely I got no one, beside me I was bullied by my old friend Asked my mother, "how'd this happen?" Said she don't know, and its unfair I was frustrated, said "I'd kill 'em" So ate meds, didn't feel a thing Got the money, didn't spend it well Then this one guy came into my life I met him in the internet He saved me, like an angel "He made me", "and I make him" He's the night light, I'm the blank white He taught me, how to be cool It turned out, we were in same high school Listened to same music Now we making moves (Moves) And I couldn't believe there is people like you Deeds so huge but words so few And I still can't understand how she treated you It's so hard to watch your heart in two I will promise to be your superglue Like you were to me Tough boy, tough boy. why you be so tough boy Soft boy, sad boy. you turned out as lone boy Took half years to "understand who you are" "Who you love", "who you really need" Know "you my family" No I will never leave "You in the blood I bleed" Brothers in heart for real And now for my girl, to my love, to my only one I hope that next year we'll be listening this song In my apartment, under the blankets, over the fire Looking out the window, watching as the storm finally ends Now I am, a borderline I don't know what's wrong with my mind I'm not sure who I am I'm not sure how to act I'm scared of all the people I'm scared of all the world The weight is overwhelming And the light burns low on me Then I'll pray "Let me be free"