Lay Me Down

Before you lay me down to rest I just wanna stay here I know they don't play fair How am I supposed to live my life Hey, hey baby, I'm in pain I know it ain't the same This to them students in them classes that's going to school With a bunch of bullet holes in his whip This brother risked his life for this he almost got hit A college student homeless, broke and she pregnant with kids. She got two kids by this man, He said that none of them his But honestly both of them are He's crazy as shit The test said 99% You see how deep It can get. Insomnia and anxious You killing your self Then the instructor graded zeros You just wanna he like Fuck school You just wanna see life You graduated close to honors Man, don't it feel nice I'm all black half rican I just wanna eat rice! Play some Holden then the slots I just wanna shoot dice I wanna make love to you But it gotta be right My emotions hard to handle I gotta see you tonight But instead Ima smoke Ima sit back and write I got a paper due tomorrow 4 scholars to cite. My relationships is broken But I'm hoping she fight My future simply amazing Stars shineing so bright I wasn't good enough then Now How I'm so right Before you lay me down to rest I just wanna stay here I know they don't play fair How am I supposed to live my life Hey, hey baby, I'm in pain I know it ain't the same Under the control of the spell Called the potion of love Feels like 7 needles People poking me up And they judge me for words Tell her I don't wanna rush Every situation different Man most of us nuts I been battered but I survived most of them cuts My heart healing in the moon My wounds closing them up Living 38 years my bodies close to dust. I been surfing every site Some one I hope I can trust Distracted by the media My phone is keeping me stuck In a position I gotta make a decision My thoughts colliding riding and crashing There's something missing This life seems very confusing The way we living Enslaved inside of a system Forever prison Keep your family close Tell them they all forgiven It's almost over little soldier For real the shit was written. Don't believe every statistic Like Who were they testing. Of course I'm Aggressive and strong And it's a blessing Every man walking on earth has learned a lesson I'm not right he said it This not my perspective. I advise you to check your sources In order to See reflections Before you lay me down to rest. I just wanna stay here I know they don't play fair How am I supposed to live my life Hey hey baby I'm in pain I know it ain't the same