No Energy

I am losing my mind I can't even focus Left broken in time Making my magnum opus But feeling so hopeless Ever since the "Pain" And nobody has noticed I am beaten by my brain I am just an artist But what is my motive Everybody is judging Putting me at my lowest I have always been open And i've always been honest Why am i labeled as evil I'm just filling up my empty wallet If I give a promise I intend to keep it Why are people cruel I only see them leaving If I am to blame Then I am really sorry Tried to be a friend But i'm villain in my story Nobody likes me They keep stabbing me My back full of wounds Lost hope in humanity Like a giant in the hut But I feel so small Only wanted to fit in Instead I lost it all I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I became so damn weak My lips frozen to speak Tongue tied for the teeth Barely got to the tip And glued for the lip When rhymes are equipped In case a word slip I'm impostor on this ship They wanted me poisoned Death to the knight Because all the evil Dies exposed to the light But my only weapon Is edgier than knife So they needed me out If they want to survive If I give a promise I intend to keep it Why are people cruel I only see them leaving If I am to blame Then I am really sorry Tried to be a friend But i'm villain in my story Nobody likes me They keep stabbing me My back full of wounds Lost hope in humanity Like a giant in the hut But I feel so small Only wanted to fit in Instead I lost it all I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I am only faking happiness For all the people I love But as soon as I get to fly They bury me in the ground If they see me get high They put me in the grass With the magical ring Engraved "you shall not pass" How much more I can handle If I am locked in the place I am a rotten flower Living in a broken vase And what else am I doing But contradicting myself I am a just fading picture Sitting on old dusty shelf If I give a promise I intend to keep it Why are people cruel I only see them leaving If I am to blame Then I am really sorry Tried to be a friend But i'm villain in my story Nobody likes me They keep stabbing me My back full of wounds Lost hope in humanity Like a giant in the hut But I feel so small Only wanted to fit in Instead I lost it all I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained I feel nothing but the pain When I shower in the rain I feel nothing but the pain I got my energy drained