So Much (feat. Simz)

Now, I've been dealing with so much Dealing with so much Now, I've been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I've been moving and moving hommie Trying to make some things work Pushing and battling demons Trying to make some ends meet Hai Hai I cry sometimes I bleed sometimes Break down sometimes I'm human I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much So much, so much I've been dealing with so much Now I've been dealing with so much It's weighing down on me Cause I've been carrying it so much I thought I'm gonna make it, but I'm falling all apart I think I ain't supposed to charge Cause I'm under a lot of pressure, of blowing up The system bitching all over me, and I've had enough Imma keep my head down tryna protect the love And imma keep it and keep it, till I defeat the odds Cause everybody who love is waiting for that part I'm playing the game, this shit is not anime I'm all in your case Though I've been to through so much I don't miss when you in my aim I hate the players not the game Cause they got too much to say Not underground, I'm underway But nothing falling into place I'm tryna get better At times I forget I was in it For feeding my family Now everytime, I'm recording I'm losing it Cause I be showing recipe All of these who think I'm under Don't come with a apologies I'm that rare energy Like a better ghetto prophecy I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I've been moving and moving hommie Trying to make some things work Pushing and battling demons Trying to make some ends meet Hai Hai I cry sometimes I bleed sometimes Break down sometimes I'm human I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much So much, so much I've been dealing with so much From recording my verses with a phone Now they reciting my verses like a pro How did I think that you niggas more I guess it's cheap when you don't know nothing at all I run up links for a living of course Now what you think about me when I'm gonna drop I figured I'm needed when your teams are at loss You thought I was weaker without you, that's no I don't want your bitches, I got sisters and more I just wanna thank em, they always in my thoughts You just wanna mimic what I do the beats Well it's not the same if it's as fake as your love All of you were acting blind when I was down Now all of you been acting nice now that I'm done I just wanna thank friends for showing me love You just wanna take that away and tear it apart I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic, just been dealing with so much I've been moving and moving hommie Trying to make some things work Pushing and battling demons Trying to make some ends meet Hai Hai I cry sometimes I bleed sometimes Break down sometimes I'm human I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much I'm not being dramatic just been dealing with so much So much, so much I've been dealing with so much