Where I Belong

I look up at a crimson sky As it paints itself alive I feel the movement of a thousand hearts As Mother Nature starts to cry I can't catch my breath I feel there's no reasons left to exits Lies I tell myself again I'm close to death I can feel it in my chest Another lie I tell myself again My innocence is gone now I can't bring it back I've been searching for my crutch But no there's no coming back I still don't know where I belong I've been looking all my life Ignorance finally wore off Now its time to put up the fight To find my place in this world When I've been out in the cold So long And I still don't know where I belong I belong I belong I belong Yeah, I belong, oh I tried to hold on to my child for a little while But he slipped away He was gone too soon Amid the chaos I held myself together By learning how to escape reality Fly me to the moon Where I'm safe in solitude I like to be by myself Cause every time that I trust I find a way to get hurt Even when it comes to my own heart I shouldn't have control of my thoughts Detrimental to the life that I want I long for a fresh start In an other universe far away from these parts My innocence is gone now I can't bring it back I've been searching for my crutch But no there's no coming back I still don't know where I belong I've been looking all my life Ignorance finally wore off Now it's time to put up the fight To find my place in this world When I've been out in the cold So long And I still don't know where I belong I belong I belong I belong Yeah, I belong, oh Growing up I was different Hey So different I was gay And I Shared two parents with different ethnicities In my class, I was outcast No real place for me Tore me down to pieces For being multiple races At such a young age I gave in To leave who I am behind Just to please everyones minds Just to be what they saw was right No matter what I felt inside My innocence is gone now I can't bring it back I've been searching for my crutch (I've been searching) But no there's no coming back I still don't know where I belong I've been looking all my life (Looking all my life) Ignorance finally wore off (I've been looking all my life yeah) Now it's time to put up the fight (I can't seem to find my place) To find my place in this world (I can't seem to find my place) When I've been out in the cold (I can't seem to find my place) So long And I still don't know where I belong (Can't seem to find my place) I belong (I can't seem to find my place) I belong I belong (I can't seem to find my place) Yeah, I belong, oh (I can't seem to find my place)