Big Fat Failure

Some Melanie Melanie Finna do some mumble rap Some mumble rap, finna make some mumble rap Yuh Finna bump some Melanie Finna bump some Melanie Never thought I'd see the day that I would catch a felony I hate my family cause I feel like they failing me I don't even like school no more cause they keep on failing me I was posed to graduate by the time I had turned 17 And now I'm 19, and I'm not even in senior year Like I'm stuck in a bad dream, please someone get me outta here Tired of doing these bad deeds, feels like I got a puppeteer Feels like I got a puppeteer I just wanna be great But they holding me back so much I hate it here Get the fuck out my face if you cannot relate the pain I'm spilling huh Everytime I come up in the story they always make me the villain huh Time to make me a killing, remember them days I was bumping Kellin Quinn Got a bad bitch on my dick, she hella fine and elegant Wanna kill myself so bad, I'll do it for the hell of it So when I die, no one will cry, they won't even notice it They don't even notice me now so how could I think they would notice shit? My last message would be, to my love Natalie I'm sorry that couldn't treat you better, actually I'm sorry I even existed, now I'm passed, deceased Finna bump some Melanie Finna bump some Melanie Never thought I'd see the day that I would catch a felony I hate my family cause I feel like they failing me I don't even like school no more cause they keep on failing me I was posed to graduate by the time I had turned 17 And now I'm 19, and I'm not even in senior year Like I'm stuck in a bad dream, please someone get me outta here Tired of doing these bad deeds, feels like I got a puppeteer Feels like I got a puppeteer So that's what's it like to be me I've felt stuck since 2015 I guess now I'll take this time to tell Cheyenne how much she mean to me I love you so much, I hate that this is how it had to be You are my baby bear, my mother fucking everything I fucking swear I hate myself so much I want to leave This fucking earth because I couldn't be the man you need And for my last verse I gotta speak to dynasty I wish that the timing was better, I promised myself I'd go hard, never let up So if they crucify me I just want you to know that I really do cherish your presence And I love you too, I admit It's my fault that I couldn't do better I'm still learning my lesson, my dumb adolescence turned me to a menace Finna bump some Melanie Finna bump some Melanie Never thought I'd see the day that I would catch a felony I hate my family cause I feel like they failing me I don't even like school no more cause they keep on failing me I was posed to graduate by the time I had turned 17 And now I'm 19, and I'm not even in senior year Like I'm stuck in a bad dream, please someone get me outta here Tired of doing these bad deeds, feels like I got a puppeteer Yuh