My Point of View

People say that I've been tripping lately, maybe Mama called me asked about some grand babies Told her women in my past were oh so shady Doubt that I could ever trust another lady Again My friend Don't judge Don't know where I've been Need a refill, someone pass the gin Last relationship left me in awe Staring in the mirror analyzing my all my flaws Hated on by the in laws Acting a certain expecting applause Was that good enough manye hell na Don't lie Did you appreciate the fact that I did try Gave you my wings so you could fly Member you were hurt whipping tears from your eyes Love is about effort You didn't match mines Of course, it didn't work Took on all the blame Satisfying you really caused me lots of pain Changed who I was and I'm deeply ashamed Canceling prior plans that I made with friends Liked how it sounded when you said I was ya man Always felt butterflies when we held hands Now there's no way that we could ever be friends Last time we hung out you layed ya head up my chest Since then I gotten any rest I must confess But I still wish ya the best Ton of issues that I need to address More or less a nigga be stressed Cause I tend to wear my heart upon my sleeve Done dirty so many times I need a sec to grieve Feeling like Adam the way they tend to deceive Faithfully these women will play the role of Eve Silly me to ever believe That there was a possibility of you and me Could list a few but I ain't dropping names Quick to switch on me while I remained the same Went out of my way trying to make ya day better But we ain't speaking now so I guess it's whatever Schemes and things Hoping to the one of your dreams But you're wide awake or so it seems So I'm tossing and turning every night Asking is there more to life Cause a fear of mine is dying alone Stuck in this cul de sac and I can't cary on