Daydreamin'

Back then I got this uncertain feeling About time happiness from our lives started leaving Couldn't help but watch it go as I kept on seeking Soon as I noticed the dark times started feeding I was so traumatized I could see myself hanging from the ceiling I was stuck inside the darkness with my own fucking demons Felt like I was paralyzed I bursted out screaming Wondering if this is the end of me or is it just a new beginning Wouldn't give a fuck because both of them have the same meaning Filled myself with positivity I could see the sunray's reaching It was about time to pass on the legacy to my offspring, I started preaching Until I found out that my son was too busy daydreamin' It started all here 05 was the day when I lost it all in a year That day onwards I've been living life in fear From the lack of having brother and the passing of my peers Last week I had a thought I'm 19 years That's old enough to start imagining about my career Or will I go, coz I don't see myself getting anywhere But know that there's more to life than smoking weed and drinking many beers Or popping pills Know I'm all sober right now from the top to the bottom of my heels What you hearing right now is nothing but some pure skills Could you feel? Intensity of the beat is so unreal All this bass and sound of drums, God they just give me chills All these bars that I spit is so damn real Could you feel? Hahahaha That's my man preachin' Your mouth can spit venom Or it could mend a broken soul Sleeping with a pen and dreaming like I'm living on tour I feel like life's a dream And I can dream lucid All this daydreamin' got me making some music Searching for some jobs I'm just tryna get paid Living with all these odds My dreams are what I trade I'm 19 now I could see the time fade 30m's before my 20's Only wish if I could make In the middle of the night I'm so damn awake Only lord knows How much my mind and body aches They've been feeling all the pain But a smile that they fake I could see that there's nothing that could break My parents and this petty world's ablaze And this is just a phase There's no story without struggle See my point? Now my dreams are what I chase Day and night I've been contemplating verses, with a heart full of rage But reality It ain't possible to face Anyway, everything has turned out to be so grey And I've did things that I couldn't unwind Beyond these walls of thoughts My life is defined Your mouth can spit venom Or it could mend a broken soul Sleeping with a pen and dreaming like I'm living on tour I feel like life's a dream And I can dream lucid All this daydreamin' got me making some music