Duplicitous Daddy

Let me give you some information About this unpleasant situation Daddy didn't realise What was unfolding beyond his eyes I bought you a present Daddy It's a litre of my blood Daddy's birthday going just to plan His Sugar Baby bought some wonderful presents Get me some beer from the store, once more I love the belt you bought for me Don't worry don't worry What I get up to in my spare time I've fetched you a beer, dear Now to fetch you something else from me again News just in Middle aged man found dead in park in suspicious circumstances Police are currently appealing for witnesses Two presents down, one to go Dark report but we move on and on and on Baby's shaken but I don't understand what could have possibly What could have possibly gone wrong Present's small but he can't believe what's inside His hidden keys Oh my, oh my, oh my I've been looking for these keys for far too long The ends justify the means It really, really isn't what it seems I promise to be better next time But, please don't punish me And he's been shaking while we fuck He pays me but he still can't get it up Fucking incel personality But soon you'll be asleep, my dear, my dear He shouldn't have to trust anyone Didn't realise what had just begun She blames me for a crime that I didn't commit And suddenly my whole world's upside down I'm fucked but murder's one too far Even for me One thing's different now I wish he weren't dead Why did you kill my father I swear it wasn't me Take the responsibility I swear to God Why would anyone else But why would I I knew what you wanted from the start Backstabbing fucker, tryna tear my family apart You reek of a guilty man Revenge was in your heart for far too long You try to be the alpha male Chains and leashes won't stop you from going to jail Your father was right, you pathetic fuck You punished me before, but you've been cucked straight out of luck A man that knew no pain apart from his father's upon him Doubts were quickly creeping in like insects who lived inside his brain She could be his alibi he thought, he thought so very, very wrong She kept on trying to tell him sweat dripping right down from his chin Chagrin, narcotics, morning prayer baby grinning to hide despair Staring and dazed he really dare, the lack of care before was gone I feel it in my fucking heart I've lied before but I'd never try to tear you apart Wait, I'm confused, give me time to think Now she's now mine, all the time She claims that I've done wrong Been a bad lad recently I'm just a man at the end of the day I insisted it wasn't me Clouded thoughts aren't mirrored back to me Feeling so lonely Is the guilt I feel worth the pain I loved I can feel it crush my soul Was it me? It wasn't me, I swear the demons inside eating away Biting through my flesh, was it me? It wasn't me I'd never murder, I can't murder but I can, I could, I would Have I? She was convinced, my father, I'd die to kill Revenge is now mine, but no, was it me? It wasn't me Vengeance searing through my veins, blood boils, blood clots, blood burns Through the shaft, through the burn leaves me guilty, I'll die alone She'll never forgive, I don't care, was it me? Now (that) I think again The shame is intense, it strangles me It stabs me in my neck, and makes me bleeds I'll die tonight, you'll see my dear, my dear Watch me hang from my ceiling Tell me which Daddy is dead now, me (watch me hang from my ceiling you fucking bitch) Call me your dead Daddy Call me your dead Daddy My keys went deep into his neck Satisfaction that I'll well and truly never forget Compromised mind from the suffering Now these two fucks are dead, I can rest I can't believe that you've died too Tough man, don't look so tough now that you're hanging in your room My luck isn't up, the day isn't dead My grandiose plans will be realised just for you Daddy can you hear me? Oh wait, you're dead Streamlined crime, won't come looking for my head Mitigate the circumstances, I've only killed one With them both gone, my life has finally begun Father can you hear me? Oh wait, you're dead If you treated me with respect then I swear, I wouldn't've wanted to murder you Too many years of forced love, you're scared to change, too insular Your tiny mind, your lack of care is why I sent you far from here You hit me, you bit me, you punched me, you beat me I needed the money, my Father neglectful I wasted away as your cuck and your slave My pain is long-lasting, your death is a blessing I'll happily call you Dead Daddy so long as You promise to stay secure in your noose I'll remember the day that you slipped away My best laid plans, my utopian dreams I screamed in my sleep, you crushed all my dreams At least I can still dream, my brain can still function You slut-shamed, degraded, demeaned and debased me I pray to the Gods that my thoughts will stop hazing I feel so alive, mind once blurred is now clear Don't have to adhere to fetching a beer Obsessive, controlling, soul-crushing behaviour Your actions your failure, try now to deprave me It was the perfect crime, no one suspects The sweet, young lady with the, belt and the keys It's nice that you pulled out of life better than you pulled out of me Balls slapping, yes I wished, but no was painful and demanding So I'll stuff you in your gimp suit, cuck you out forevermore You can watch me from the corner, hidden as I fuck whoever And I'll think Daddy can you see me No you're dead, eternal cuckhold, dirty boy now left to rot The ends justify the means What's the crime in killing for my peace Psychotic yes, but you don't understand What it was like to live with this man He was shaking when we fucked He paid me but he couldn't get it up Gimped me out, but not anymore Let me know again who's the whore It could be easy to regret Or forget how he treated me, better yet I saw it in his eyes, my reprise I've never been more satisfied My life will never be the same It's okay, it wasn't really anyway Fucking bitch of a man inside So thank god you're asleep my dear, my dear