Collecting Bones

I'm just walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones The line keeps getting thinner Every fucking step I take If I slip The chair falls Then I'll feel my neck break Don't go say you'll pray for me Then turn your back And walk away I don't want no prayers anyways They never did a thing Bitch I'm Euronymous Rising from the ashes Of a church Why am I cursed Everyday I wake up feeling worse What's a life worth When it's buried six feet in the dirt I'm so empty and diverged But no one understands the hurt I got three reasons to live And a million just to die What have I amounted to Except a waste of fucking time I don't want the medication I just wanna be sedated Going numb I hate everyone I've entered desolation I'm collecting bones And storing them Underneath my bed I'm so obsessed with death The thought never leaves my head One day I won't hesitate To open up my fucking brain And join everyone whose left me No in my life stays I'm breaking to pieces With every second That I'm standing present And breathing the dead in From wreckages That I been put thru I'm begging for blessing But no one will come to my side I don't wanna wait for my time I'm tired of the ride I'm tired of crying myself to the bed And not sleeping at all Hanging by a thread I'll paint my walls red One second's all it takes For everything to change For all the pain to melt away And that's my thoughts everyday No one ever a fuck Till I loaded up a gun And pointed it straight at my face Everybody's fucking fake Thats why no ones by my side Then they get all fucking mad When I say I wanna die Where the fuck were you at When everything went south Unless they're getting something out of me They never come around I don't wanna see person Bitch I've up and closed shop I won't stop fucking cutting Till I feel my veins pop I'll be waiting in my grave When they lay you down to rot And I'll pick the pieces Of the bones up when they drop I'm just walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones Walking down this road All alone Picking up bones