Runner Up

It's 3am I put that record on That makes me feel at home In all my grievances I hear your breath This bed Doesn't feel Like mine anymore You can plead Your case But heaven knows what for I'll talk my self Back into loving you Chase my tail In fear that we are through We're nearly at the end but I won't be The runner up to you The runner up to to you again How does it feel Kissing my My dead body Each second breath Each second thought They all caught up to me I remember That night Standing by the fire place You never wanted To fix your sins Just revelled in all your Fresh beginnings Well I make it to the finish line While you are still Making up your mind I'll come second So you are first Smiling silver But it still hurts As I'm giving the prize To see the indifference in your eyes Another night spent with no sleep A heart so tired that it cant weep Runner up Running so fast Runner up Running just to come last Runner up Running so fast Runner up Running just to come last I'll talk my self Back into loving you Chase my tail In fear that we are through We're nearly at the end but I won't be The runner up to you The runner up to you again The runner up to you again The runner up to you