Suffocating

She felt like she was suffocating The pain was staying Satisfaction was vacant She kept patiently waiting For something that could take away the pain and Keep reality from weighing on her brain Anything to loosen up the chains Maybe I can turn to these bottles Swim with the spirits Won't even need googles That's ironic cuz as time toggles her minds boggled and vision blurry In deep feeling like she ain't got no worries Bottom of the glass but seems like she on top of planet Turnt up one more shot she could literally barely stand it People all around take another one down don't make a sound She ain't feeling so lit now, room was loud but wow she hit ground As time passes its empty glasses on empty glasses Waken up she's shaken up feeling like she might need a casket Remembers all her struggles life is still the same today Except now she couldn't be sicker that liquor never washed the pain away Wasting losing time, foolish fragile I'm Suffocating, suffocating Wasting losing time, foolish fragile I'm Suffocating, suffocating He felt like he was suffocating, the pain was staying Stress on his mental giving up was what he was debating Getting lost in the midst of suicidal thoughts Waking up counting the costs, depression calling the shots But you could never tell from expression last Friday night Life of the party confessions and downing every bottle in sight Dreamed of this life as kid wanting to be a man Raising cups, raising hands, it was all part of the plan His idealization of his manhood This is what a mans supposed to be, what a man should Be doing getting wasted pursuing the baddest woman in the building The lustful thoughts brewing became oh so amusing Until one day the doctor came in the room and Told him that after that 1 night stand, his life was ruined Infected and affected off a drunken decision Intoxication led to suffocation now he questions living Broke down in shame all because he felt something was missing Weeks later it was his body Consequence of too much time spent questioning his own existence Rewind it back to the girl regretting the path she was on Shafted by the patron she felt something was wrong Memory resurfaced knew that something was off Didn't know what, cried in the arms of her mom, then TV came on Body of the boy was found she instantly recognized his face Now you fill in the blank and never let this story go to waste Wasting losing time, foolish fragile I'm Suffocating, suffocating Wasting losing time, foolish fragile I'm Suffocating, suffocating