tbh

I just wanna feel Something but I hate it And I want something that is real I've been feeling so complacent So tell me whats the deal Locked up in my mind I don't feel anymore It was a year or two before (I don't cry, I haven't been able to-) And all the things you tell me are about the things you wanted And it'll take a while for me to get in touch with my emotions All the things I wanna say but I left things feeling broken, yeah And I'm dancing by myself while you figure out your motives (Yeah, yeah) (Cause I don't-) Told me what you wanted Still, I could never be it Taking all my time to look you in the eyes And I'm fading from your mind But you don't really see it I think I'm alright, I think i'm gonna be fine And then I have my regrets that wake me up in the morning Falling asleep to thoughts of being important And I'm wasting my time talking to you I know it I saw the hands in the sky pull me up without warning T.B.H, I'm looking at your pictures I know that your going back to him That's okay with me but I'm not sure I don't know what to feel since you're always not around You're a few miles from my town Since your moving, kiss me now And I'm always looking down And now you're asking for a favor But I can't even ask myself, yeah I'm not gonna miss you I'm not gonna lie to myself I don't want you I don't want you (I don't, I don't, I don't) I just hate you Tell me what you wanted So I could never be it Taking all my time to look you in the eyes And I'm fading from your mind But you don't really see it I think I'm alright, I think i'm gonna be fine (jake cdg) Staring at the sun while I gaze in the rear view Holding on my hand whenever I was near you I don't understand what our bodies will turn in to How different can I be in a soul that you can see through? Hurting all the time and my bones are still aching I can't comprehend if I know that we'll make it Turning off the lights so she can't see our faces Feel each other's touch while we're in different places