Schizophrenia (Demons)

Schizophrenia, I'm living with demons I know they watch me when I'm sleeping They follow me around watching every single step that I take I think for me it might be too late Schizophrenia, it's warping my reality All these delusions, twisting my mentality And baby I know, I know, I know, I know That I can't shake demons Follow me, chase me, hunt me, break me Going fucking insane on the daily Trapped in hell with all my thoughts, I just wanna break free Try and fight it off but the pain still takes me I don't know where to go, my self esteem is so low Lost all the faith I had in god a long time ago Lock myself away, think I'm falling like some dominoes The rate that life is going think I'll end up 6 feet down below Cut myself, I bleed, everyone gave up on me Everyday I feel like getting knocked out by Apollo Creed Think I'm being punished for all of my misdeeds These demons won't give up, they don't care how much I plead I hear a couple voices screaming, telling me pick up the gun Telling me to take the shot, two seconds, it'll be one and done My life it'd be over, eternal darkness, I won't see the sun I wish that I could know, where all these voices come from Schizophrenia, I'm living with demons I know they watch me when I'm sleeping They follow me around watching every single step that I take I think for me it might be too late Schizophrenia, it's warping my reality All these delusions, twisting my mentality And baby I know, I know, I know, I know That I can't shake demons Life is just a game, you come in first or you are dead last I know i'm the target cause of all the things in my past I remember going to school looking like the outcast Can you really blame me for the several times I relapse? Why can't I escape? My eyes darting all around the room Is what I'm seeing real? Am I really stuck in my tomb? Saying sorry to my family, everyone I ever loved I'm running for my life, but my demons they are catching up Another shot I choke down, look at me like a clown Constantly wondering why i'm still alive now Feel like I can hardly breath, feel like i'm about to drown Looking for some open arms, somebody accept me now Know I'm only 19, all this shit is frightening Think I'm boutta OD, off the Percs and off some lean Why is it impossible to wake up from this bad dream My demons finally caught me, the pain is finally killing me Schizophrenia, I'm living with demons I know they watch me when I'm sleeping They follow me around watching every single step that I take I think for me it might be too late Schizophrenia, it's warping my reality All these delusions, twisting my mentality And baby I know, I know, I know, I know That I can't shake demons