Dead Flowers

I lost my faith, watch me drop down on my knees Never judge myself, I sin for saints, who still believe So pray for them, take my hand, be my lighthouse Addicted to you, back to black, Amy Winehouse Lights out, less dangerous, Kurt Cobain Cold blooded veins, living, dying hurts the same So I burn the pain, search for flames, curse the chain, heard your name Far away, hard to say: I still love you But I got to, I still, I still love you And would you die for me? Would you cry for me? Would you like to be with me and try to see Another point of view the world through my eyes You say u loved me too, oh girl you like lies Cause I did die for you, f*cking cried for you Watch me fight and lose, saw through your eyes into A world of hope and dreams and I liked the view Months to years, days to weeks, minutes to hours Today I stopped watering dead flowers Build for holding on, fail at letting go So I kept you close, just to let you know No more vowers, overestimate my powers Today I stopped watering dead flowers The scars are gone, you know my fears The path was wrong, you owe me years You lost your pride on your knees, holy God Eyes closed, soul is locked, blowjobs are your only job You're just an actress, looking for an actor Give me back my necklace, I'm just a rapper You're searching for fame, I am searching for faith And all the games you played, made me the person you hate You are killing me and I was willing to die Rip my heart out of my chest, still I'm alive Head vs. heart, you don't exist anymore Hate vs. love, raise my fist, went to war The devil wears nada, heaven vs. hell in me You died, tonight Juliet fell off her balcony Today you are my family, tomorrow you're my enemy Nothing but a fantasy, screaming out for Hennessy Take my gun, make me numb, its your penalty The devil sings a melody: Follow me to hell A.D. Months to years, days to weeks, minutes to hours Today I stopped watering dead flowers Build for holding on, fail at letting go So I kept you close, just to let you know No more vowers, overestimate my powers Today I stopped watering dead flowers The scars are gone, you know my fears The path was wrong, you owe me years I close my eyes, think of you when I fall asleep It was all dream, B.I.G. apology Search the biggest scar, just to break my heart You love the smell of blood, like a great white shark Murder or suicide, baby you know you decide Better choose the right, guess I'm too alive Saw the light, I will fight, I am halfway through the night Close all windows, no more starlight in the room Cause all I saw was the dark side of the moon I didn't die for you, but I survived for whom I love, my heart still beats and lights the room You said I couldn't rap, so I write a tale Listen to the nightingale, might inhale, 'cause life is pale All colors are gone since you left me and It is sad we can't have a second chance Or for once write a drama with a happy end Months to years, days to weeks, minutes to hours Today I stopped watering dead flowers Build for holding on, fail at letting go So I kept you close, just to let you know No more vowers, overestimate my powers Today I stopped watering dead flowers The scars are gone, you know my fears The path was wrong, you owe me years