Michigan

Is that supposed to make me happy I ain't been that in a while You hear the pleading when I'm laughing You see the crack in my smile Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets The moon coming Dive in the deep let my lungs rest A new relief An old goodbye Would I be me If I knew why Why why why though Do I feel how I feel where the time go In a mill unfulfilled and my eyes low Old habits kill fast and they die slow, no no no I just hold on tight Need some blessings I been burning in the cold all night Second guessing keep Keep me broke keep me down Keep me lost keep me found out For nothing but the leverage I'm allowed just Forget me accept me neglect and protect me A mess I been wrecked redirect and perfect me The cost of reflecting get lost in regret I been tossed in the depth of the thoughts I'm projecting Is that supposed to make me happy I ain't been that in a while You hear the pleading when I'm laughing You see the crack in my smile Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets The moon coming Dive in the deep let my lungs rest A new relief An old goodbye Would I be me If I knew why My brain fly like my leg walk I'm full of pretty words so I lie like a ted talk My head lock on to a target a dead shot I stand in quick sand with a shovel and lead socks My bed is the bed rocks Picking up the rubble like Barney A mixture of the trouble that scar me A fixture of the figments I imagine is a difference in what happened As I reminisce and crack the Bacardi - I'm sorry shit Fuck if I make it least I'll make my mistakes Know a man is only human as the chances he takes And his standards only proven by the stances he makes Tryna put that shit in movement with my hands on the brakes Foolishly counterproductive Voluminously empty, petty, toothless, reductive Constructing new realities the truth is destructive I hope to die with nothing left to prove and enough did My ego talking The time for silence is gone No more shooting at the moon and sun with silencers on Know that dying takes a moment just the violence is long Love is life they just disguise it as wrong Is that supposed to make me happy I ain't been that in a while You hear the pleading when I'm laughing You see the crack in my smile Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets The moon coming Dive in the deep let my lungs rest A new relief An old goodbye Would I be me If I knew why