biting tongues

I fumbled up the staircase chasing after access To keep from biting tongues, the winter season been attracting... The need to state again, disjointed from the accents I keep engrained regarding family ties in absence Don't mean to spill the tragic parts, inherently refractive Still placing blame on my detachment to the tactics To conjure action, trying to repossess the faction The bond been severed plus beaucoup since days of PS2 Distracting us from lacking loot, my momma living proof Of getting jacked Despair rowing through veins, it took a crew To keep it moving, yelled adieu to thoughts of passing through For sake of lessons, thank jehovah she was capable Of bearing weights alone, we struggled but we strived In making due, to make it through, unbreakable we bonded Tenacious crew, paraded truth for sport, we kept it honest Was well inclined, stayed on the block We move like Giannis Tough to mitigate arrangements with my father Grew up paying sins, empty handed heaving somber Memories parading 'round Brazil-ing all my pride When they weigh me down, elation buried as they samba Somehow and someway Used to keep my mouth sealed Irregardless of the pain I done felt, a lot to gain In always keeping contained Somehow and someway Used to keep my mouth sealed Irregardless of the pain I done felt, a lot to gain In always keeping contained How I feel, how I feel Yeah, said Is it real, is it real Ugh, but How I feel, how I feel Yeah, said Is it real, is it real, is it real Began to see my parents in a different way I grew up, lately learned the task involving greater stakes I'm trying to meet 'em in the middle, lately giving thanks For all my flaws and gap tooth, grasping rooted angst To the grave Caved the stress, turned to crudités Was led astray By the demons it been hard to shake Mimicking germaphobes Distant when he congregate The energy to call, but constantly exonerates I can't corroborate