Crossroads

Foots on the crossroads Where will i go When my eyes close Only god knows Hope i don't sway from road that i chose Hide my pain so the world won't know Hide my tears in the rain Tell myself I'm still safe Tell myself it's just a phase Tell myself that I'm okay Lies on a daily basis I don't know if I can take this I thought her hope would be contagious But Now I'm going through these stages Gave my all and still she faked Now she doesn't even Call god i hate this Mama taught me to be patient Take my time enjoy the station Because sometimes Trains never make it It takes patienc Lately i been thinking That my dreams Can take me far I don't want no lincoln's I don't want expensive cars I just wanna heal my scars I just wanna reach the stars It's the power of the mind What you think Is what you'll find It can make you feel alive Then I'll make you wanna die That's called life Watching that sunrise Through her eyes it's a vibe Let's go Back of the class with the pencil Messin around no nintendo Fighting these wars in my mental Teacher i don't need to be saved Cuz i know one day imma be great Sorry when i misbehave But the thought on my brain Done drove me insane All of the thoughts on my brain Telling myself that I'ma be great But what if they hate the storys i paint What if they see my smile is fake What will the say When they see the scars What if they hate Every onea my bars Whatl they make Of this broken star What if they break Who we really are What'll i do if i fall that far Will i stay forever subpar What if my dreams don't go that far What if I never reach those stars No i can't that think that way This is my story I'm the one with paint I don't need acceptance From two faced snakes If this is my life Then I'mma change my fate Foots on the crossroads Where will i go When my eyes close Only god knows Hope i don't sway from the road that i chose Won't hide my pain so the whole world knows Fighting with my shadow in the rain To be honest I'm feel pretty great Something special started Flowing through my veins Limited limitless potential all in My brain I'm the one with reins I'm the one who says if i stay I don't care if you think that I'm great Already written above my grave A rapper born and raised In the depths of pain And There he stayed And went insane The kick and bass They changed his brains And then he changed his fate Stepped on the cross road I already know where I wanna go Swear that imma make this place My home This is the life that i chose Sharing my pain so the whole World knows Planting my seed and I'm watching it grow Taking my time as I'm building My thrown Don't need a ride glad i chose this road