Concrete Pt. II

Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, how you wear the past so well I got a lotta little lies you could lay on me It's been a minute but I'm in it all the same My mid-November meltdown made you pull apart my rehabilitated heart Because you crossed a line you fought damn hard to draw And all I crave is what you can't give, but I could live on an empty promise She said "Keep me in your life" Not your goddamn consolation prize So tell me that you loved me, loved me Tell me that you'll keep me in the dark And even if you're lying, fight it Tell me that you won't give up on us Tell me that you loved me, loved me Tell me that you keep me in your drawer Even if we're dying, hide it Tell me there's a chance in hell for love Or just make shit up Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, got some city miles on me but you wore your one good dress to kill Oh honey how you wear the past so well Yeah, time slips out of range and I hate this pace of change Won't you stop this freight train dead in its tracks I need some time to react You had me compromise by keeping it platonic Left the lie when we locked our eyes Please don't leave me locked in here alone with her I'll spill my guts and beg you Tell me that you loved me loved me Tell me that you keep me in your drawer Even if we're dying, hide it Tell me there's a chance in hell for love Or just make shit up Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, got some city miles on me but you wore your one good dress We went from late teen lovebirds to lone late-twenties heartburns Overdosed on dopamine, getting high on feeling down again Your bedtime stories turned last try warnings You drew us on this moving box back when we thought love moved along with us But I learned shower panic attacks don't last And my word is stronger than my bad friends I dug out this white picket fence with bare hands So I won't forget I found happiness Sorry that you loved me Sorry scars open over time Even still you trudged through trauma you were biting on your tongue to give me mine Just tell me that you loved me, loved me Tell me that you think of me at night Tell me that December never happened That we were real and raw and right I'm sorry that my breathing's creaking I'm sorry that my asthma's acting up But tell me that you never fucked around Please tell me there was never someone else And I was good enough Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Oh honey, got some city miles on me and I hope I wear you well I hope I wear you well Why do I feel all alone tonight? Oh honey, how you wear the past so well Why do I still feel alone tonight? Oh honey, got some city miles on me Loved me, loved me Loved me, loved me