Rely On Me (feat Dixon)

You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me Can you hear me when pray Do you see me when i cry The voices in my head raise my anger I almost threw myself into the am of death I cut my throat twice fighting for peace in my head The wars i've fought in my head killed me I'm a walking corpse I knw i'm in love with death and i hate earth I curse the day my mom gave birth to me They say leave the past behind Face the future what should i do when the past follows me I'm trying to escape my mind but when I'm out where do i go i live in my mind Because there's no other place i'd rather be Demons in my head whispering negative thoughts In my head I tried to block em off with music oh god I've died a lot of time in my dreams I don't feel alive anymore You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You can rely on me You know lately when i think about dearth i feel scared There's something that Says Prickst keep going My mind is stuck between death and a dream I remember the day i got real mad I shouted at you to show me the real reason why i should be alive Well yeah you did i was hoping to feel better but no no i didn't Knowing what your future holds never changes a thing My pain my anger are driving me crazy I never thought my mind would turn out like this What if one day i forget everything oh god How long is this gonn take I'm tired of always trying to fit In i'm not the puzzle picture piece of earth When the world hates you it's Hard to make a living Well I don't care cos I hate it too I always see you in my nightmares All the things that you doing they just ain't fair All i wanted was some lil timeshare Maybe the answers that i need would be clear Sometimes i say a lot of things without even knowing i'm really saying them Well i guess my heart is tired of Holding on if it wasn't for my dad i'd be long gone dead If he never gave me a dream I'd be turning into bones in my coffin My whole life you never gave me no comfort Pain is my teacher because it taught me some things you couldn't do Never ignore it give it attention because when it comes back it might kill you The pain has cut too deep Sometimes i feel sometimes i don't can somebody save me from myself I don't feel safe anymore