end up all alone (voice memo)

Evening creaks Nights at your apartment bundled next to me Massage my back Your hands are so cold And my breathing's controlled 'Cause I get chills which you think is so funny We're staring now The room is silent But your eyes are always speaking out And honestly the way you look at me Is everything I need To feel sure when I'm so prone to running 'Cause it's hard to think I've started Standing on the edge Parachute is dead Praying you're my safety net 'cause I don't want to end up all alone I'm so afraid that's how this goes Congress Street Waiting for our ride and wondering what to eat Look for signs that show how you feel Validate this is real 'Cause I've been lied to by eyes much more cunning So it's hard to think I've started Leaning off the edge Parachute is dead Praying you're my safety net 'cause I don't want to end up all alone I'm so afraid that's how this goes I'll start to question everything 'Cause there's no way that you'd love me Oh Oh Oh We're laying down Blood rush to the head My ears are ringing now Said you love me You don't know what that means And the destruction that it brings So to say that is so fucking scary And when the darkness drowns In sunlight and the cars and birds are making sounds Will your side of the bed be cold or warm? Question I can't ignore 'Cause if you don't leave now I'm sure that it's coming Which is why it's hard to think I've Fallen off the edge Parachute is dead Praying you're my safety net 'cause I don't want to end up all alone I'm so afraid that's how this goes I'll start to question everything 'Cause there's no way that you'd love me Oh Oh Oh