Unread Messages / 3 Signs

Sit Sit Sit in my room & I battle depression Write it away with a pen to the page Promise me that if you hearing this message That you'll forgive me for all the delays Cuz it's so hard It's so hard It's so hard I never respond Cuz it's so hard Feel like there's nothing to say Rather I feel like nobody'll listen I let my body just sit and decay Wondering if I could finish my mission So much I wanna complete Me and my body compete Look in the mirror And wonder if who I am seeing is me Or something that I wanna be Potential Potential Potential Is driving me mental I look at a template of me Even though I can't fill in his stencil Know I can't fill in his stencil What do you do When you challenge yourself And get hit with anxiety? Succumb to the pressure Decide to conform to fit in With the rest of society Don't wanna stick out I'm not a fan of a sore thumb Not a man when the war comes Not a fan of the boredom So I keep to myself Til you knock on my bedroom door Come right on in Come right on in Come right on in Yeah I saw you reach out I saw you reach out Sorry I'm not taking hands I decided to pout Does that make me less of a man Well let's find out Well let's find out Well let's find out I saw you reach out I saw you reach out But sorry I'm not taking hands I decided to pout Does that make me less of a man Well let's find out Well let's find out Well let's find out I been looking for 3 signs Not leavin' the crib I miss the view of the street signs It's funny what you never cherish Until it's gone I been looking for 3 signs Not leavin' the crib I miss the view of the street signs It's funny what you never cherish Until it's gone Until it's gone My whole life been a mess But that's my fault Hurtin' deep inside Rub my wounds with some sea salt I deserve that Writing all these poems 'Til I get my nerve back An apology Would prolly help me get her back But that ship sailed Broken promises Left our conclusion too frail Maybe I'm a loser Feels like I was born to fail Damn Oh well We all have our own path That we follow Empty chest When I glance at it feeling hollow She ain't coming back Hard pill to swallow So a swig of cabernet leads the way down my gullet But I just can't stomach it I regurgitate Everyday Coming up again Damn Soul plummeting I been looking for 3 signs Not leavin' the crib I miss the view of the street signs It's funny what you never cherish Until it's gone Said I been looking for 3 signs Not leavin' the crib I miss the view of the street signs It's funny what you never cherish Until it's gone Until it's gone