Sap

Often have to remind myself… breathe, yeah Soften the blow in a line with shells is all I need, yeah Gotten by with a vibe like braille and all I see is Rotten fruit on a vine impaled by the fall, I'll eat that Done a lot more with a whole lot less, and I always come back to my own defense Then I get bored like I'm at Loch Ness, lookin' for things that'll never let Themselves be seen or caught in a net, often sought then often regrets That's why be so lost in my head, talkin' thoughts that was locked and set Stuck in my ways till the days all fade Till the grass is green and the trees all jade How in the hell is a lake doin' so well in a desolate place, man Nothin' is ever the same, life just wax to the open flame But I still maintain till I find my own way, man Trees in the desolate lands Make me wanna sit beneath, while I watch the world crash (world crash, world crash) Crash so I'm paying up my fees I'll be comforted by grass, staying doing what I please (take it away, aye) Then, losing my capacities For the breath I reach, out Help for anything (take it away, aye) Then, losing my sanity If I ain't under the leaves Don't want you to pray for me Just wait, take a sec Throw my body deep into a crater No promise that I'll see ya later if it doesn't phase ya (hold your cadences) They've told nobody that they've been the player No solace in the coldest caper, no one here to save us Imagine if you had a second for a couple changes again You'd never have to mess up and no more of playin' pretend Remember that could fuck up what's been buckled into amends When clever backlashes somewhat you cannot hurdle the fence (God damn!) How can your pray when the body's shuttin' down And it has got to your brain? But too late to question now When you are surrounded by silence in a void your eyes were hidin' Your life will seem divided, make a choice, succumb or fight it, like some Trees in the desolate lands Make me wanna sit beneath, while I watch the world crash (world crash, world crash) Crash so I'm paying up my fees I'll be comforted by grass, staying doing what I please (take it away, aye) Then, losing my capacities For the breath I reach, out Help for anything (take it away, aye) Then, losing my sanity If I ain't under the leaves Don't want you to pray for me Just wait, take a sec Wish I went about it different - think about my decisions - Last minute thoughts are shifting - a simple death I'm given I hear your voice i listen - you got my full attention Feel out then in I'm driftin' - feel off I think I'm slippin' Flashbacks take me there to the bad times - now looking I can see all the good things Reminisce all the shit that we stood by - standing back and enjoying all the memories Only kids thinking we'll forever stay alive - every morning waking up with no misery Never quit even if I'm about to die - keep on going 'til the final thing that life brings We run from death - our whole lives - until our last breath We try our best - to keep kind - it only caused stress We got the test - to do right - and look at what's left Fall asleep one last time, exhale rest my chest