Can You Hear Me

They not gone show any love till they see you win I had to separate from many men That's why I'm always on my own I don't have any friends I sacrificed so many things to see them dividends So I'll be damned if I do Damned if I don't I'm so scared that I'll lose But I know that I won't You can care if you choose You can hate if you want But every night I'm wide awake Sending prayers can you hear me lord When I'm alone I'm always trapped inside my mind Burdened by my thoughts So many people want this life But have no clue bout what it costs They love to see a nigga flex See a nigga floss Diamonds on the neck While sitting in foreign cars No support from ya friends I swear that shit will blow you Not a penny from ya mans But a hundred from who don't know you Man that's fucked up You won't see the love, making slow moves Then all a sudden hearing stories When you finally go global Isolated from the world Like everybody was infected I can't hold a smile Even though I count my blessings Takin my mistakes From negatives to a lesson I really got to do it Ain't no time for second guessing I swear I'm a soldier Bitch I been ready for war Nigga I been winning You can go and check the board Nigga do me dirty I'mma go one up the score I'm fighting demons everyday Sometimes I don't know what it's for They not gone show any love till they see you win I had to separate from many men That's why I'm always on my own I don't have any friends I sacrificed so many things to see them dividends So I'll be damned if I do Damned if I don't I'm so scared that I'll lose But I know that I won't You can care if you choose You can hate if you want But every night I'm wide awake Sending prayers can you hear me lord So many nights that I was sitting in the studio Eyes were full of tears Looking at all of the shit That I done did over the years Smiles that I done shared Those who disappeared Bein locked up in a cell I had to face all of my fears Dolo Shit's a living hell If you don't know Locked up in a cage Had a nigga feeling so low Still fresh in my mind Like I'm looking at a photo I got out I got to kicking shit Like I was in a dojo Shit got me depressed I got to keep it pushing Smiling when the camera sees me But I'm hurt when no ones looking Put my pain into my music So you know I'm always cooking Would you say you want my life If you saw the shoes I stood in Bitch I'm blessed I know it I guess I'm broken My best Is spoken It's hard for me to show it Emotions running wild I don't know how to control it Lord please show me how to put all of the plans I have In motion They not gone show any love till they see you win I had to separate from many men That's why I'm always on my own I don't have any friends I sacrificed so many things to see them dividends So I'll be damned if I do Damned if I don't I'm so scared that I'll lose But I know that I won't You can care if you choose You can hate if you want But every night I'm wide awake Sending prayers can you hear me lord Can you hear me lord? Can you hear me lord