Crying For Help

I really don't know who love me My life It's been hard I'm trying to go far I can't even smile I'm fucked up And starting to look ugly I was that nigga Walking around dusty I didn't have money When I needed help No one for me But say that I changed Claiming I'm starting to act funny I'm deep In my thoughts Smoking on thunder I'm lonely No one by my side I still got my guys But only a few I know who really gone ride And bust If they slide Kill for my niggas And over my family I'm going all out Don't care If I die Knee deep In the jungle Just trying my best to survive Can tell that I'm hurt Just look In my eyes I'm scarred I'm left traumatized I witnessed some shit It fucked me up bad I think about It When I'm high Can't let It pass by I'm numbing the pain I'm feeling You don't recognize Inside I just cry Don't talk to nobody The reason I always be quiet Where I come from It's nothing but hate You gotta keep smack When you grind Not trusting these bitches They do anything for money Can't let them get mine Go with your first mind They playing for keeps I'm staying on point I live the street life So a young nigga Be thinking about dying I'm still on 26 And can catch me on 25 Touchdown In my city Booted off ecst Posted with stick Soon as I heard about that shit On my dawg I'm doing you bad You asked for all this 4 bought a k He told me likko These niggas gone die Looked me In my eyes We gotta get even with niggas Cos 4 We can't get hit with that iron We know the outcome I was born deep In that fire Toting that fire A give you that fire You niggas don't know about that fire I had some hard times Keep asking god why I had to witness My partna get killed I'm hurt and nobody Don't know how It feels To see what I saw I ain't gone lie I really am missing my dawg Now we having drums A young nigga feel like sadam My circle so small We knocking shit off The fuck nigga Shuffled his cards But that wasn't smart I'm low In Atlanta Risking my freedom I'm playing It smooth Cos I can't get locked Behind them bars I'm staying on point Don't think that I'm sweet Bitch I'm hard (Body) Come with the bullshit Been waiting A fuck nigga For to come try me I'm itching for bodies He rap about homi's But never once killed nobody Feining for blood I leave your shit leaking That's slimey Post up on the daily You hiding I'm striking I'm hitting whoever I see Be about It I really don't know who love me My life It's been hard I'm trying to go far I can't even smile I'm fucked up And starting to look ugly I was that nigga Walking around dusty I didn't have money When I needed help No one for me But say that I changed Claiming I'm starting to act funny I'm deep In my thoughts Smoking on thunder I'm lonely No one by my side I still got my guys But only a few I know who really gone ride And bust If they slide Kill for my niggas And over my family I'm going all out Don't care If I die Knee deep In the jungle Just trying my best to survive Just needed somebody To come make It better Already content That nothing not lasting forever And It be so much on mind My head start to pound When I think about cheddar Don't want to be bothered You only want something A nigga can't help yea Cos bitch I had to grind for mines I didn't have helpers Now me and the squad Flexing for days We didn't have nothing We getting some money Don't think about plotting On bussing A lick You asking to be A crash dummy Heavy artillery because the ops I can't let them Get A pass from me Dumping on site We coming to get you Just know that we already haunting This for my twin brother I love you forever I counted you In You counted me out And what you did foul The reason I'm flexing And don't even speak to you now But still A run down On any nigga who thinking You sweet and got problems Where the love for me How would you feel If you didn't see me tomorrow I really don't know who love me My life It's been hard I'm trying to go far I can't even smile I'm fucked up And starting to look ugly I was that nigga Walking around dusty I didn't have money When I needed help No one for me But say that I changed Claiming I'm starting to act funny I'm deep In my thoughts Smoking on thunder I'm lonely No one by my side I still got my guys But only a few I know who really gone ride And bust If they slide Kill for my niggas And over my family I'm going all out Don't care If I die Knee deep In the jungle Just trying my best to survive