MOONLiGHT MEMORiES

I ignore the ones that I need most (Yeah) Tell my friends I don't need them Truth is that I'm lonely And I really can't wait to see them (Forreal) Honestly I'm too stressed out to even think about a good reason To tell them that, I don't how I'm feeling At least I can't explain it I'm venting right into this microphone easily, when they around nothing changes Silence from both sides, it's too awkward, I shouldn't have waited (Damn) But it's too late to go back now and I just gotta embrace it (Yeah, yeah) "Gotta move on" what they tell me to do, and I'm trying But most of the time when I think about doing that, I'm ending up in my feels Watching the moon pass the sky, I'm going crazy Multiple times I been staying up late Just thinking 'bout maybe What would be different if we never stopped? Would we be together or would nothing change? I cannot deal with the stress on my brain Life is so strange You say "life" or "love"? I said "life" But I guess it could go both ways 'Cause a big part of life is finding true love but what does that really mean? Maybe I'm just in too much of a rush I wanna reverse At the same time I don't I gotta progress But I want her to know Maybe she knows She want a rose I been on go Some like the-woah Santa hat on me Revisit the good days Remember when I would say your name You would respond in like 20 seconds You ain't talked to me since like the 11th I had your number since iPhone 7 Now we way past that All she care about, cash app I was running up, then had to back, back Getting up the bands, rubber band hand pack Amazing how fast it changes You won't believe when I say it So I'ma just wait 'til you say it Then I'ma wait more I been on Neon too long Talk to myself all I want Old life, I'm living in Time travel in a min' She want me intimate I can't get into it Time travel once again Now I end up on the other side Never even been here and I don't know why Fourth floor views, got a ocean in the back Pour more juice got me "don't know where I'm at" (Got me lost) Let me wake up from this dream that I'm stuck in Bonsai tree and I'm under it Watching the clouds, uh, wait Going around, uh, wait Told her "get out", uh, wait She still on my mind, but it's fading Still on my mind, but it's fading She getting faded I'm feeling jaded Got me Kaash Paige-ing Talk to my agent See how I made it? Told you I would and you didn't believe Now you try talking to me, KMT Ain't get your text I been on DND I would try selling you all my CD's You ain't support me and I know the facts Don't try to come around, can't take it back "Noah, you're finally up on the map" Shawty I know, you don't gotta tell me that