Pretending

I thought that we were different Didn't see us ending Felt like we were winning Thought that you were in it Love from the beginning But You were only lending Your time to me You knew this time I was trying to be Trying to be everything you needed in me Every time I asked you i guess You lied to me You lied to me Just wanted the best for you Can't even get a text from you I used to get em all the time Feel like a pest to you And you don't even care enough And it feels like I'm Pretending that I'm just a friend Pretending that I don't want you to myself in the end Pretending I'm the only one Pretending that you care at all Pretending I'm Pretending I'm Pretending I'm ok When you don't call Pretending Like I don't want to be your True love True love, True love, True love I can't do this no more Baby it hurts to me to the core I can't pretend I heard you when you said You wasn't ready I felt it when you Wouldnt let me Be there for you Give you the peace that you deserve Everything I did got on your nerves I couldn't win We argued about everything Damn you act like I asked for a wedding ring You were the one Who was stressing me I took the blame Just to avoid the arguing I still wanted to be with you There's nothing that I wouldn't do Cause I love you But I haven't heard a word from you Tell if am I being used Pretending that I'm just a friend Pretending that I don't want you to myself in the end Pretending I'm the only one Pretending that you care at all Pretending I'm Pretending I'm Pretending I'm ok When you don't call Pretending Like I don't want to be your True love True love, True love, True love I can't do this no more Baby it hurts to me to the core I can't pretend