Sobriety

(Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to, uh, pee in this cup) (Alright) Xanny, packed in my off-white fanny I been goin' off, I'm manic Shit wearing off, I'm landin' More on the way, don't panic Oh, drank too much, goddammit (dammit) Shut that door, don't slam it Shit too loud, can't stand it I can't stand it Wasted, hiding in the basement Careful when you do me wrong, I don't ever chase shit Life is what you make it Say that when you make it How I gonna turn it off? All these expectations I got anxiety They told me the pills should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety I got anxiety No, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fucked Know that we living it up Fuck my sobriety Fuck my sobriety Fuck my sobriety Sing me a motherfuckin' lullaby (sing it) Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die Spirits, I'm tryna hide Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide Suicide, on the line On my mind Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end Fuck the z's, unless it's o-z's then I got anxiety They told me the pills should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me Fuck my sobriety I got anxiety No, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fucked Know that we living it up Fuck my sobriety Fuck my sobriety Fuck my sobriety I know I might seem like a mess and I got some heavy obsessions Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin' I'm sick of pretendin' I'm sick but I'm mendin' I'm probably offendin' some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious So I'm sayin', "Fuck them" (fuck my sobriety) I'm sayin', "Fuck them" I got anxiety Fuck my sobriety Go 'head put that shit in Variety, bitch