Angry Sometimes

Yeah Yeah Yeah I get so angry sometimes And I can't find in my mind A rhyme or reason Why I'm feeling all these feelings Am I going insane? Or would you say it's my brain Tryna catch me off guard And throw me into my pain of the past I know this shit don't last But I can't keep track Of when it starts My emotions are vast I got this pressure on my back And I know that I lack The strength to keep it all above me So sometimes I let it crush me I'm only human I know that you do it Get so overwhelmed with life And we just say screw it I can never breathe With these waves crashing over me But from the bottom of the ocean No one hears me scream I guess that's for the better I don't want any tethers Dragging my loved ones down To depths they cannot whether I have a funny feeling I am a human being Who sees things differently In this world that you are perceiving Of course I'm angry Look at the world around me Everyday it astounds me The pain in my head is pounding So now surround me With your ideologies On why you think this world is clean And I'll come back with a couple of things Like A white man walks into a store Of course he's ignored No one's worried what he's there for Now switch the narrative And it's imperative That you see the comparison When a black man shops He's one wrong move away from someone Calling the cops And he's careful so they don't mistake His phone for a Glock Now the workers won't stop Following him as he's perusing In their heads they're pursuing A thief in action, tryna catch him red handed Meanwhile the white man's in the corner Stuffing his bag And he didn't pay for that That's wack If you think I'm exaggerating or exasperating Then you might be part of the problem All I'm saying is I have my own darkness and the darkness around me And I just need a little help to solve it All Of course I'm angry Look at the world around me Everyday it astounds me The pain in my head is pounding My people thrown into cages A bunch of children go missing Thats fucking outrageous Here's something more ridiculous It didn't happen once It didn't happen twice Three times, three times The government misaligned Information on these children Didn't care when they'd go missing Now their families reminiscing While politicians dismissing That this a crisis More focused on isis Replenishing violence And they feel so righteous Cause they built a park bench And threw out a few cents They need to comprehend This injustice must end I'm empathetic as fuck So this corruption is what Really darkens my soul And takes a hell of a toll My anxiety Takes a hold of me and it won't Let me go so please explain how I'm supposed to be Tryna be a better husband Tryna be a better father Set the right example for my Little son and precious daughter Like I said I'm underwater And the pressures getting stronger Tryna outrun my demons but Their endurance lasts much longer Hold up, hold up I know that I lack Consistency I just get side tracked With the fear that I'm a talentless hack What if all my hard work Just makes me wack Or someone that They don't wanna listen to What am I supposed to do When that's what I'm pursuing I try my best Make my music, push it through Give my soul, and then some too But there's more to be doing You get back what You give into this earth So I'll keep working hard Till' I get what I deserve We all got problems Yeah, we all got drama And we just need a little Help to solve it all