Real Dystopia

JJ Man it's getting real dark Really feeling so far Thinking I got no stars Thinking I got no part Rapping without no lane See my life, it's looking grey God don't leave me, please stay Get me happy, get paid Give me a life of significance Time for the right to sell songs and be spittin' this Living and dying while buying these things that don't help me earn any more happiness Talking 'bout how I can't write Talking how I can't rap Well I'll show you past It's all gone by so fast But it's not gonna last Know that none of y'all asked Ain't no time to contrast Bruh, man Father help me in these times where I need to be healed Save me from the devil and let your love be revealed Give me your love and your faith Get rid of my grief and my hate Fill me with joy and compassion Rapping, yeah, mane, this is my passion, uh But, I need a lot more Need to dive on the floor Won't be lazy or bored Man this ain't no utopia, it's just a phobia We listen to demons instead of the Gloria I'm closer to Satan than my own creator I'm obeying him, but I know that you're greater I know all your love, but you sadly ain't favored You getting my pain, but ain't feeling the flavor Yeah I can't open my hands I can't walk on my feet Man, I'm feeling so weak Seeing Jesus got beat Blood is leaking from me Man, this must be a dream I can't see what I see I'm a failure, not freed Now I'm feeling the heat Father, give me one win Please forgive me my sins I can't give what I get My soul already pinned Now I'm sweating, can't sleep I'm not in kinda deep Hoping this just a tick Praying that I ain't sick Wishing that I was fixed Think the world is a mix And you know Imma click Yeah you know Imma shoot Get the money like boom I ain't tryna look cool Like a fire, I'm lit Baby Jack throwing fits In the back of the Rari where everything sits Imma boom like I'm DaBaby and give you a kick All alone like like BF, in my feelings I live Still need me a church Still need some rebirth Turn the faith button on I been waiting so long Like I lived in L.A. and I think I'm LeBron But I'm still living life for the good of my songs And the good of my wrongs In the times of my faults This one might be a loss But He died on the cross so you know He the boss Now I'm dropping the sauce, going up everywhere Now we hittin' a floss, yeah Woo, let's go Let's go One more time, let's get it Resist the temptation No more altercations No more innovations or mind renovations Or time to be taken Or lives to be craving Just love from the heart God made you as you are Now we gotta do our part Be of grace from the start With the gang and we trill Fight to hate is our will He said thou shalt no kill, so we won't make it fill All I wanna do is flex See them writing they checks You love God, just a spec But don't got the effect But you don't have, the right space Like you missing out on your face Like your faith got no grace Wearing shoes you can't lace That's why we in the trap That's why your music wack, yeah But the trap still boomin' The love still moving The car still cruisin' The eye still bruisin' The beat still juicin' The bars still coolin' I've made myself proven and shown I ain't losin' Yeah I ain't from the west But I still rap the best While I'm here getting rest You can go get the stress You can go be a snitch While I'm here getting rich He'll hit you with a fist And your soul can't resist