Broken Baby

I been sitting in this room trynna find my way back Wait why I'm going back if it's pitch black Momma scared don't know where her son at I been stressing and crying know why I felt that Cause I been dreaming bout the fame and the riches Trying get my family out the trenches And be high up past the ceiling I be thinking to much this shit is dangerous I been waiting for time but I can't wait for this I think my eyes deceive me Feeding to much pain so I'm tired of eating I'm going out I'm heated Smoke the pain away Know I'm high not feening Circle getting smaller you would think it's a shrinkages Always days where I can't keep my shit together Time and day man I'm fighting change in any weather Hopeless ion think shit gon get any better Writing rhymes in my head I'm trying to send a letter Ride around in a four-door Want money give me more more I wish I wish emotion would go away forever This type of shit is the reason why I pull this pressure I hope it's days where this shit get better better I been sitting in this room trynna find my way back Wait why I'm going back if it's pitch black Momma scared don't know where her son at I been stressing and crying know why I felt that Cause I been dreaming bout the fame and the riches Trying get my family out the trenches And be high up past the ceiling I be thinking to much this shit is dangerous I been waiting for time but I can't wait for this I can't wake up no more feeling this pain I can't stay here no more losing my brain It's been many days where I've been standing under the rain It's been too many times where I've been taking the blame And I can't do this no more Thoughts in my head I think my brain getting sore My pass and my future they getting ready for war I thought I was dreaming till I woke up and reality hit more If I go crazy take me out and put me down in the floor I know I felt this pain before but right now I feel it way more My brother told me I'm gon make it so keep up with the score Throwing obstacles in my way I can't get hit by the door My path this shit is dangerous So I gotta hold on to my core I been sitting in this room trynna find my way back Wait why im going back if it's pitch black Momma scared don't know where her son at I been stressing and crying know why I felt that Cause I been dreaming bout the fame and the riches Trying get my family out the trenches And be high up past the ceiling I be thinking to much this shit is dangerous I been waiting for time but I can't wait for this