Now It's Over

I been contemplating, thinking, debate if I'm taking the right steps I can feel the bass shaking, the trunk rattles to the music of my death I am ready, but my palms sweaty I'll stand steady when they come get me My brains hit the wall in the alley like confetti My body just smacked the pavement hard a deadman's heavy I'm blacking out hear the ringing in my ears The Devil is taxing now pay the toll with your tears My fear living long enough to be like daddy He hurt my mama badly and she gladly Paid the cost to have me, sadly Didn't measure up to much but Opinions suck and honestly never really gave a fuck Past tense thoughts hidden in the flash of a muzzle And twitching muscles reflexing from tensing up in the struggle And now It's over Every night that passes by I been dead as a doornail can't feel nothing inside Now It's over All the ways I made you cry This the worst I promise that it will be the last time Now It's Over The Devil brought a contract Pointed at the dotted line saw a signature like mine Now It's Over I'll wait for you by Hell's gates Now It's Over I can't wait to see your face Kind of finicky feeling negative energy, my enemies into me And I'm thinking about them ending me Like women pretend to be intimately trying to get with me Don't mean to be so fidgety paranoia defensively Gets involved, it's my fault let y'all get to me Blow it off, when she calls subsequently I'm off the rails, no it's off the walls Cocaine in the stalls, grabbing my balls she wanna chill with me I'm calculating she scheming to set me up I'm having weird dreams it seems they wanna wet me up Pistol tucked the law don't want me to carry at all Emotions raw cut me deep like firewood and a saw Broken jaw bloody nose clothes scattered on the floor No direction to go my head is spinning like a globe I've been told death going door to door collecting souls This the way it goes, born by yourself then die alone And now It's over Every night that passes by I been dead as a doornail can't feel nothing inside Now It's over All the ways I made you cry This the worst I promise that it will be the last time Now It's Over The Devil brought a contract Pointed at the dotted line saw a signature like mine Now It's Over I'll wait for you by Hell's gates Now It's Over I can't wait to see your face