Wannabe

See I'm just waiting for the day that it's all okay Ball the page praying all my dreams don't go n fall to flames I'd walk away but it helps me keep them thoughts at bay If I can think about the day that I can pour Moët Pour away every bit of heart that I have Until it crumbles to dust like every half that I ashed It's hard for me acc can't even barl in the flat Cos I'm so used to puttin on a smile but I'm tired the act Need to tidy the flat all these clothes on the floor Wanna clean up my mess but that exposes my flaws All these half written bars is why I'm closing my door Cut sh then stay at home with these draws These the coldest of wars hopin to score in the last minute Past diminished in the time it takes to get this glass finished Half arsed livin afraid to put my heart in it Some jokes do hit home but I just l laugh with it Where I wanna be Where I am now What I wanna see Ent what I have found Where I wanna be Is on some flat ground Duckin from the brothers Who wanna come have me dragged down Back down Cos we gone keep rappin until were rapped out Chop some james brown N make tracks till the tracks sound Acc need to crack down On all these spliffs that I ash out Sat down on the same couch UnTill I black out Fat clouds move around the flat Until we're through the roof Using zoots to ease stress n also soothe the truth Pour juice into the liquor till the tunes produced Queue the roots things fall apart cos our screws r loose Future use is why I keep the nails in the coffin ere To bury my demons in secret n keep em on the rear Lots of years growing up stressed watching poppin bears Lots of fears Im slippin down my neck I feel my lodgers near Feel my lodgers near Things 'm bottling in my head hope my lodger can hear Where I wanna be Man that's soon come What I wanna see Is to have my tunes on Put my dudes on Get these fools gone Guess imma wannabe Cos I don't settle for this nuisance