Two

There's that sinking feeling Like gravity has hold of me and I can't get off the ground Bursting through the ceiling All the time so lost cause I'm never up too long before I'm down I listened to a whisper that turned into a scream It's strange to always wake up tired, I sleep but I don't dream I walked along and finally found the end of the stream I stared into the ocean Emotions came in waves I've buried one too many Been living in my grave The ending's not what we remember, but everything before Never sure of how you got there and sad that there's no more I'd like to seize those moments where I'm banging on the door Scared for it to open But glad that I had tried Not quite where I'm hoping But still alive inside I try to get up but I'm lost without you Can't get down from this cross without you I still remember the way you used to laugh Yeah, and I am torn in two again Yeah, I am not whole or sure I've ever been Things now seem to hit like daggers still inside their sheath I'm never quite above them, and not quite underneath I'm not afraid to smile but I never show my teeth That sinking feeling is pulling me where I can't see And don't want to be but I'm used to it by now I try to get up but I'm lost without you Can't get down from this cross without you I still remember the way you used to laugh Looking for the chance to tell you It's fine with me if it's what's best for you It's not the first time that I've been cut in half Yeah, and I am torn in two again Let me feel the light again Just one more time and then I'll concede to live in dark Quietly I'll disembark Let me feel the light again Just one more time and then I'll concede to live in dark Quietly I'll disembark Let me feel the light again Just one more time and then I'll concede to live in dark Quietly I'll disembark Let me feel the light again Just one more time and then I'll concede to live in dark Quietly I'll disembark