Exitless

I feel like a prisoner When I leave my own four walls I don't feel safe out of my cage I've never known redemption The outside Doesn't give me comfort Their smiles Have always frightened me Through the water the world was gone I'm in the dark So cold and alone I'd like to love you behind the glass The dream of touching you Will come true with my death No reaction, I'm motionless The line cannot be crossed A chain ties my feet to the floor I stretch my hands toward the exit But these shadows hold me back You ask me how you can help me A voice just says it's all right My voice just says inside of me Everything goes wrong Nobody remembers me Nobody can help me Nobody listens to me Nobody looks at me I don't like anyone Nobody likes me I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I hate myself I hate you all I hate myself I hate you all Through the water the world was gone I'm in the dark So cold and alone I'd like to love you behind the glass The dream of touching you Will come true with my The dream of touching you Will come true with my Death