Lost Ones AKA Heaven Bound (feat. JC Sett)

This for the ones I lost This ones for the family Shoutout to the fam Take a second, take a breather when you're seconds from numb In the moments that be hitting the hardest we play it dumb But they love you they don't care that you're crying to them It's only nature, still I turn away from shoulders to none Alone with my own thoughts like I wasn't gon' run But my mind be in a race to end the pain that this blunt Won't cure the man that be hiding out in public for months Inside he crying out for family that be stressing for funds Seconds from a breakdown finna turn in the mud Cooped up, corralled in my mental with weed smoke in my lungs I put my soul in these rhymes some would wish I was done But boy I haven't even started this is just number one I've gone from A to B Or rather A to Z Yeah I'm amazing me, dawg Know what you came to see And it ain't J.R.C., nah But that's okay with me, y'all I'm what I aim to be, not On your time I'm free But you know your memories Are the only timeless thing Won't let em slip away from me Not today not ever You know you're in my thoughts not just today but forever Sorry had to be myself the one that's pulled together not the One you're used to knowing or the one you used to love But the man I'm meant to be that you're seeing from above I wrote this for my family I wrote this for the all ones That I have to live without but can't bear to let them down, no I'll never... I'll never let them down No not ever Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there uh Yeah I know they still up there with me Wouldn't take no one upstairs with me 'Less it my girl yeah she gotta ride or she die Pull up in a ride, they say "my, oh, my!" J.R.C. pull the top down for me Why, oh, why? You got shots waiting for me? Didn't have to go this hard but I did for the fam that's looking down on me, yeah For the fam that's still alive The shots are on me and Zen And FiNE$$E when he's older, til then Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there uh Yeah I know they still up there with me I got aunts I got cousins that'll never get to hug me Sorry if I had to take a minute gimme time to myself Roll more papers than a mummy give a fuck about my health Sick and tired of the enemies, I pile 'em on my shelf Life without stress, it feel smoother than velvet Too bad it's too far from my reach, I can smell it, yeah All I can do is shoot straight for the melon It's straight from my uh Aim to be selling a hun, Won't settle for none (Won't settle for shit) Yeah I know they still up there with me Yeah I know they still up there with me (It's JC) Yeah I know they still up there with me (J.R.C.) Yeah I know they still up there uh I'm up there on cloud nine And I roll and go up on my down time And I'm finally up it's about time I be getting it when I'm outside See I'd rather a beach Leaving the streets cause these niggas weak Trynna get cabbage they only want beef Tell that these niggas ain't eating they greens I can't resist Ma, I just wanna be rich Ma, I keep dumping them nicks Talking like trappin' like Dolan you ain't selling shit Niggas say they want they bros to eat Swear when you down they don't wanna assist Outta yo league I got the baddest right next to me bro I ain't fucking yo bitch I know she wish Fuck did she think that this is Need to get paid for this dick Know I be slaying her shit Who you playing with Lowkey ion be saying shit Just roll my blunts Megan thick Someone tell hottie I'm praying for it I guess I lost one right