Decisions

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru What the fuck do you do when somebody get to running from you And you still love em but you hate what they becoming The truth Its hard to swallow sometimes I write it all in these lines I try to spell it out Why you burning down the house I don't understand I'm just doing what I can to live how I want Its not my fault you made decisions now you hate what you got Connect the dots, this ain't all about you I'm living how I'm living you cant tell me what to do I pursue Everything that you hate Freedom from the bullshit Having nothing on my plate I'm great I already know that I used to need you but the times change fast And you act Like you didn't need me back Man fuck it I could tell Only care about yourself Well fuck it me too nothing else Watch it melt Watch it all float away Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru I love it Shout out to the homies and my cousins Taking care of me when I couldn't So sudden Pushing not budging I been stuck in the same spot I got nothin to show I been tryna grow Progress been slow Livin' the studio tryna work it out I couldn't go without Life just not the same For me to just maintain Consistently create I always keep it straight Never beat around the bush I tell it like it is I don't care how it looks I'm learning from my books They told me stay away A spark to open flame I'm really doing nothing Lets not have this discussion These are the repercussions You lead to my destruction Too much of an obstruction Had to let you know I'm just a step below I was your stepping stone Hear frustration in my tone Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to Moments that feel fake but they so true I sit by the lake and I smoke to Loosen up my brain, what it go thru