How it Feels

Tired of hiding away, its Time for me to fight this pain, imma Execute these strikes of pain, as Long as this fight remains So why do you juke the stats, and use it To contrast, the beauty in rap, hmm? The Drum beat, booming back, the flutes and sax, I Use in tracks, you've lifted your boot from the cat, and Soon I'll attack, clock, ticked its last tack, shoot the Rules in half, think and I get moving stat It's a Houston blast, tune the dials up, fuels on max Flying so high, sky in a blink from blue to black, I'm Optimistic but unsure of the option list, and This contradicts, in some cases it's the opposite, and to Top it off, you gotta be derogatory, to be high scoring, they'd Listen to something gory, than a good written story, and That becomes the motivation, something for thoughts to be placed in, and Not be complacent, make my own obligation, let the Bars congregate, in every song I create, their Complications in this operation, now you sort of know This is how it Feels Do you See It's the Pain, that I've turned to gain, and I'll Never be the same again, this is how it Feels, to be Me (Don't know how it feels to be me) Can you see Tired of hiding away, its Time for me to fight this pain, imma Execute these strikes of pain, as Long as this fight remains It's Time for the same old song, no playful bops, to Channel the inner pain, as soon as I turn the cable on, I Refuse to fall victim, even if it's part of business, cause In this, there are both fallers, and winners It's My job to abolish these gimmicks, then Why is it so often, I fall within this, crawl Inches closer towards riches, only to Split apart from myself, I need stitches, it Forms another face, old on torn to be replaced, and this New one, portrays a different side to embrace, different Side that I play, different lines that I say, you Wouldn't think Essency is connected to me in anyway, there's Change in the stakes, raising inflation, chasing, a Painless wave, but I'm caged in it, no escape From it, cases in it like a zoo, and you're on display, its Wrong this way, and some just stay and witness, like I'm Being chased by Jason with an apron, I Better pray that Leather face, is slow pacing, no Escaping in this pain I'm in, I've tried it, but I'm Spaced on this island, you may relate, but This is how it Feels Do you See It's the Pain, that I've turned to gain, and I'll Never be the same again, this is how it Feels, to be Me (Don't how it feels to be me) Can you see This is how it Feels to be me, and being Me isn't easy, to be an equivalent mc, mean living in Conditions, you wouldn't see as standard, and if you get Criticized for slander, gotta stay put and use your manners, it is Pain, Do you See, But It's the Pain, that I've turned to gain, and I'll Never be the same again, this is how it Feels, to be Me yeah, you don't Know me, if you think you do, than stare closely, or Soak your head, and bathe it, and then hear my story, cause if You've been through pain, than were more or less the same, the moral Is, you don't let it constrain, from your gain, but if you Don't understand, and you'd prefer to stand in my way, than Sit there and pray, that you don't get slammed by this train, this ain't a Game, not a clan you'll create, that can plant in my grain, you I'm being criticized by some rock punks saying hip hop Sucks, awfully because, they want some, if the Credit, instead they all cause problems, but I'm not done, you just don't know that This is how it Feels Do you See It's the Pain, that I've turned to gain, and I'll Never be the same again, this is how it Feels, to be Me (Don't know how it feels to be me) Can you see