Therapy

I'm vibing on the beat It kinda got me in my feels I'm like should I talk my shit Or should I try to keep it real I always talk my shit And keep how I'm feeling sealed Suck it up and be a man May have changed the way I feel I was always taught don't cry Don't let em know why Don't ever show signs Cause if they see you weak they gone eat I try to live my life with some confidence But got a lot of insecurities Chase money in a hurry cause I want that security I sped up maturity and gave away purity I'm scared of not having shit I'm scared of not being passionate I'm handicapped by my passiveness Imma be alone when the casket hit And honestly I'm pretty scared of that I don't know if I'm prepared for that I don't know if shit compare to that Imma try and stay clear of that And shoutout to Tristan too Shit aint been the same I'm always missing you And man that love was unconditional I love your whole family and your sister too And thanks for everything you taught me Taught me it's okay to be cocky How to mix Vodka with coffee How to be myself and never copy And that's life man yeah that shit get messy That shit might test ya That shit might stretch ya But Imma keep my head up And Imma face that pressure Cause that shit might bless ya Bad days get better And Hannah girl I got you I know that you been through a lot too I know that this life tryna stop you But you always number one girl you not two Don't ever let the stupid bullshit block you From all the good you can't see tryna pop through I know you miss your boyfriend and your pops too Teach me how to be strong I need a walk through Yeah And shoutout to my family Yeah I'm surprised they still stand me I block a lot of shit like Camby But they the sole reason I'm standing And man this life can get messy All these thoughts get depressing But behind every L is a lesson And behind all the pain is a blessing Yeah and I'm just tryna keep my head up Yeah fuck it I'm just tryna stack my bread up Yeah fuck it I'm just tryna get ahead of the curve Trying not to be deterred by the bullshit I want what I deserve I just really want some peace of mind Tryna give everyone a peace of mine But when it comes to me I really need to free some time Cause I be neglecting how I feel sometimes And yeah dog I know I shouldn't do that Had a few good girls but I blew that I should have never put you through that But I'm a dog to the bone I thought you knew that But everyday I'm just tryna get better I'm never satisfied I never let up I weather any storm and keep my head up Shooters shoot and I'm shooting like Baretta Baretta ayyyeeeee And that's life man yeah that shit get messy That shit might test ya That shit might stretch ya But Imma keep my head up And Imma face that pressure Cause that shit might bless ya Bad days get better